Seems I found an Article that not only describes my personal battle today, but describes my Grade and High School experiences to a Giant T wow.. Standing on the outside watching others get chosen and me left on the sidelines, Sitting waiting for invitations that never came, Dances I never went to because I did not want to go alone, Ive felt and fought with this my whole life, A self fulfilling Prophecy maybe but one I am learning to change and learning to care not about the direction of the Crowd but to do and Be whatever God has pre designed for my existence, need to be accepted not really, need to be a part of the in crowd Not really anymore but once this was important to me, a need to be listened to mostly Yes, A need to be a part of activities I dont like not even, but mostly just a need to find some that actually like doing what I do like and to be able to share that. Maybe this explains my past need to have so many friends on my list, seems the need for acceptance is still pervasive in my life, but not anymore I have found lately the number is not as important as the participation level. I am learning Quality is more important than quantity, and forgiveness of past ignorance of those that hurt without realizing they hurt is important to Mental and Emotional health This is a good article huffingtonpost/judith-johnson/outside-looking-in_b_806005.ht
Posted on: Wed, 31 Dec 2014 04:22:38 +0000
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