Seems like I have so much on my mind tonight....I had a hard day the past 3 days at work....nonstop..no breaks...just feeling drained and worn out at the end of the day.....I was sitting outside watching Caroline parade her little stuffed white dog around....as she played pretend...and I felt kind of lame for whining. All I could think was how thankful I am... A year ago...I was a woman with a car and some clothes....no hope...no future...depressed...uneducated...no real work experience...I had planned to take my life on the day my divorce was finalized. No one knew it..but it was the plan. What good was I to anyone....including myself. I was so hurt and hopeless and all I could do was look forward to the day that I could take my life. I dont really know why I am sharing all this now...just feel like I want too. I have watched God move in so many amazing ways in my life....I wound up in college on a accidental fluke...first A I got..I thought: well, I am not so stupid after all.....then out of nowhere I wound up with not just a job...but a career as a medical secretary...the manager simply decided to take a chance on me.....today I was told that she is amazed at how well I picked it up and what an awesome job I am doing....I am able to support myself and my family...have top notch benefits... A year ago...I was a nobody with no future..and no hope... Today...I think the future looks brighter than ever...and I am honestly happy....something I never thought I would really be. I think Ill scratch that one plan off my list.....if this is a taste of what God can do when I get out of the way....think Ill just go ahead and see what comes next! Keep thinking bout that song: you cant always get what ya want...but if you try sometimes..you just might find...you get what you need. Yes, I am tired....but ya know....its a GOOD tired! I am proud of myself!! and I am most thankful for all the things God has done in my life. Sure, there are still darts being thrown...and still hills to get over....but ya know....they just dont seem to matter now....I see them as futile attempts to discourage me....Think I will just focus on what matters.... Based on all that has happened...its rather obvious that God loves me....so Im secure in that....and its more than plain that I have a bright and beautiful future. I am not useless, stupid or pointless!!! I am somebody...my name is Sharon...and I make a difference in my little corner of the world... Jest thunkin
Posted on: Fri, 31 May 2013 00:03:07 +0000
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