Seventeen years ago at this very moment, I was in labor with my son James. It had been a long road to that point. I had no clue what was in store. At 6 months pregnant I had already almost lost him to an infection, was in the hospital for a week and then put on bedrest. That was nothing compared to that day. Things went from a basically normal labor to a touch and go moment (that I wouldnt know about until later) where both of our lives hung in the balance. The doctors fought hard and saved us. Even now, I can remember the first time I looked at the little being I had spoken to for months and he looked back at me. Little did I know that my heart no longer belonged to me. That I would do anything for him. I finally knew what it felt like to actually want to take a bullet for someone else. Ive begged God, Buddha or Whoever it is listening that I will take whatever pain hes going through from him. There is a look in my eyes that allows people to know that hes off limits and I wouldnt think twice about ripping someones head off if they hurt him. For 17 years now its been me and him. He is the reason I wake up every morning. Hes the motivation when my body and mind have hit their wall but I cant rest yet. He is why I work as hard as I do. Why with a mother with cancer, I fought against my abusive ex and his crazy family to keep him safe. Even though the song isnt meant this way, the lyrics describe how I feel about my son. Like the sweet morning dew, I took one look at you. And it was plain to see, you were my destiny. С Днем Рождения, мое сердце. Я люблю тебя. Matka
Posted on: Fri, 23 Jan 2015 09:35:03 +0000
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