She believes that things are just not the same. That Ive changed. And I fight to hold on to her, but she is giving up on me. My mind is telling me to move on and just let things go, keep your pride and stay strong.... My heart is telling me that I still love her even though what she has done to me... But the reflection I see in the mirror says just look at yourself! That will be the best you can get, who would ever be interested on you?! This dilemma I hold in myself is just confusing me so much, just want to disappear, be away from everyone.... And for the first time just feel safe, confident and strong, but that only happens in my dreams. Why cant I just sleep forever and never wake up, or be a little bit wiser...just for one moment to make the right decision
Posted on: Mon, 25 Aug 2014 04:54:22 +0000