She knows She noticed something different. She got curious and did observation. She knew that he was with another girl last Saturday, she didnt get mad. Instead, she still made plans with him this Friday. She knew he was texting this girl. She didnt mind. She still replied to his texts and answered his calls. She knew he was calling her baby and promising her the world and forever. She didnt react. She still considered him hers. She knew he was enjoying the warmth of another girls embrace. She cried. But she didnt bother getting angry at him. She was thinking of every single way to keep him. She knew every time he wouldnt talk to her, he was talking to this girl. This breaks her heart, but she still smiles every time she is with him to assure him that everything is fine. She knows that some days he would wake up at this girls bed, giving this girl a kiss on the forehead to wake her up. It was painful to bear, but she still wouldnt tell him what she knows. She knows her name and how long he has been with her yet she pretends shes the only one in his life. She knows he sings their favorite song to this girl, so every time she hears the song, she cries. She knows he is gonna fall out of love sooner or later but still continues to love him with all her heart. She knows things he thought he hid properly from her. She got angry. She cried. She was in pain. But she never told him. She knew most of the time he was lying. She still listened. She stayed. Her heart would break every time he would look into her eyes and tell her that she was beautiful because she knows he was telling the exact same thing to the other girl. She knows he intertwines his hand with this girls hand thats why she gets spaced out whenever he intertwines his hand with hers. Is her hand softer? She would ask herself. She knows if he is lying. She pretends she believes him-- oh wait, she still does. Despite everything, she still loves him with all her heart... With every broken piece of it. There are a lot of things she knows about him and the girl but she keeps her mouth shut about it. She keeps quiet because she was saving the relationship she knows was falling apart. She was trying to be strong even though deep inside, she was almost dead. She still tries to smile despite all the painful things she discovered but there would be times that her tears would fail her-- falling from her eyes without her permission. She knows he might have already fallen out of love yet she still makes him feel like a king with her love. She knows everything. She just doesnt say a word. And even though it looks like shes fine, she is horribly torn apart inside. She is me 2016 University of the East
Posted on: Mon, 29 Dec 2014 10:29:42 +0000