She wasnt just my friend. She wasnt just my cousin. She was my sister...the one that neither of us had. It has been 5 years since Tammy passed and there hasnt been one day since then that I havent thought about her. I still find myself trying to text her or call her when something goes on. Time certainly hasnt made this reality any easier just more bearable. I still cant talk about her without crying...regardless of all the happy memories I have with her...her passing seems to trump everything. Hopefully one day I will be able to talk about her without the tears. We LOVED Halloween...we always dressed up and went out. The one costume that she had that really got me was she rented a santa claus costume...LOL...OMG you should have seen the look on peoples faces when they saw her. It was like such a horrible thing to dress that way on Halloween...LOL...we got a helluva good laugh out of it. I am having a get together in memory of Tammy..although it wont be on Halloween...it will be Saturday Nov 1...drinks drinks and more drinks...oh and snacks and good friends. I miss you and love the shit out of you!!!
Posted on: Sun, 26 Oct 2014 17:26:51 +0000
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