Should have listened to my dad and granpda when i was younger when they mentioned that what you do in your teens, such as my need to feel like i had to be a badass and repeatedly go to jail, can comeback to affect your life in the future. Not only have I faced denial of jobs from my criminal record I have also had to recently face the fact that I most likely will never receive a drivers license due to my failure to pay my insurance the month i got into a severe wreck in sept of 2009. I am a positive member of society who has changed my ways immensely yet who has sealed my own fate as a young dumb ignorant fool. There are loads of jobs I could already have and many things i could do to be providing a better future for my wifey & baby girl, yet none of this crossed my mind when i continued to get arrested from age 15-22 ~ 7 years of my life wasted and thrown away with heavy karmic reprecussion. I learned my lessons and changed my ways yet it does not matter in a society of punishment. I learned to love myself, my community, my family and the earth which we live on and even took myself into a positive light from a dark dark place. I am not the person that I was when i was young, yet the system and my ignorance says otherwise. I know for one thing that I will be a good life lesson to my daughter and could without a doubt be a great motivational speaker. I still consider myself to be one of the richest men alive because my riches dont come in the form of materialism or finances, my riches are in the form of the love and life i am blessed to have with my patient, loving partner Jessica & my precious daughter, the form of my family, whom no matter how dramatic and how much theyve done for me without return, are still by my side, in the form of the unity & exposure that has grown in the local communties of Houston and elsewhere due to my small nudge of ultimate belief in the talents and passions of others, YET none of these pays my bills. If you have children, and they are falling short of living a positive lifestyle & ending up in trouble all the time, send them my way for a chat and I will open their eyes to the troubles they could face in their futures. Life can be challenging yet we have the choice to bring ourselves ease. Have a good day & bless you all ~ Rant is over...
Posted on: Thu, 07 Aug 2014 23:39:23 +0000
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