Since I first met you I was always jealous of you. How petite and pretty you were and yet you the golden child wanted to be friends with someone like me who didnt even come close to matching your radiance. Despite this we were best friends for about a year or two although in this short amount of time we had become like sisters. At least I thought so. Then one day you decided I wasnt cool enough or pretty enough to hang out with you and I was left behind. Your departure sure as hell wasnt pretty and it broke me inside. You destroyed my self esteem and self worth. You destroyed my trust and my faith in you as a sister and as my best friend. Things that I had told you in confidence were spread around and I was laughed at. All my friends chose you and I was left alone in the dark. For years i have hated you. Hated everything that you got because you were perfect. I was envious. I did everything i could to make myself pretty and still you never stopped looking down your nose at me. But now I can honestly say I have one upped you in one thing and now I dont feel as incompetent or as insecure as I used to. its not much but it feels so damn GOOD having and being able to take pride in one thing that you dont have. For all your good looks and golden charm I finally found a glimmer in the darkness that belongs to me.
Posted on: Wed, 19 Feb 2014 02:34:37 +0000
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