Since this has happened I just cant get Scotty off of mind. My heart aches for him , its hard to breathe , devastation is an understatement . I look at my boys every night and I am just filled with so much love for them . No matter what had happened during the day it is all forgotten when I look at there precious faces . I am not religious , and I think that has made it hard for me to try and find a way to make it thorough the day with out losing it . The other day I just was begging for a sign that Scotty was in a safe place . Happy , being a 3 yr old little boy . Tonight when I got home after driving in sleet and snow and hating it I was relived to pull in the drive way. That was when my 3 yr old little red headed boy came out so excited about the snow ! This means Santa is coming ! He said . We stood out side eating snow , catching snow flakes on our tongues . Smiling and laughing . My heart was full of joy. Then it hit me , this is what Scotty should be doing now , having fun , enjoying the little things . Not a fear in the world . That unfortunately is not the case . My heart broke all over again . It took my a bit , but I like to think that is my sign from him . He made it snow this beautiful peaceful snow for us tonight . Down over all of us spreading his love letting is know he is ok now . It was so peaceful and beautiful . I didnt know you Scotty when you were here , I wish I did , but you will always always be in my heart
Posted on: Fri, 14 Nov 2014 05:38:25 +0000
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