Sitting here tonight, realizing how far away my life is from what I had imagined. My dad has confirmed that I come across as abrasive in my conversations. I continue to receive advice from my counselor an how to communicate, since my current method is inadequate and creates bad feelings. I no longer feel comfortable talking on the phone with anyone. I used to think of myself as a fun approachable person. Now, because of feedback I recieve, I realize I have been abrasive, selfish, and probably have some sort of personality disorder. Considering how much effort I have put into living a good life, I am a bit concerned with the outcome. It is obviously me. I am unable to maintain relationships, dont communicate well, and feel very alone. I feel like I was born in the wrong era.
Posted on: Sat, 05 Jul 2014 00:36:03 +0000