Sleep was ok last night. Up and down most night thru morning. I hate dreaming. I worry bout my younger brothers so much right now. My step mom. My own mom. My older brothers. My sister, whos pregnant n shouldnt be dealing or stressing at this time. Everyone in my family is hurting and dealing in their own way. I wish I could help them all. I worry bout the officers. The toll on their lives and families lives. Taking a life cant be easy .nothing will be the same for anyone. I hate death. Part of life? Yes. But heartbreaking all the same. Thank God, in this family, we have support. It doesnt matter how we deal individually, whether it be to isolate, keep busy, etc. We all know, we are in this together. And we will get thru together. We all have great friends around to support us, even if its to listen to us or wait to pick us up when we fall. To the ones whove listened and been here, Thank you. You guys are awesome.
Posted on: Sun, 04 Jan 2015 18:54:11 +0000