So 3 months away from my parents (and william) i no longer had migranes, anxiety attacks, depression, or thoughts of suicide. 4 days with them i found myself waking up to the thought i wish i was dead sunday while they where screaming at each other i had an anxiety attack and even though i just saw my brothers dustin and jared im still depressed. Thanks to william the small amount of confidence that Joshua Duran had worked so hard to help me build up is completely gone. As usual they make me feel like im a loser, a screw up, like i cant make it on my own. IN FOUR DAYS THEY MANIGED TO RUIN EVERYTHING I TRIED TO BUILD FOR MYSELF!!! Tell me dose this sound like a place that i can or should go back to? I DONT THINK SO! This trip was a wake up call. For my own mental safety i can never go back to that place. I can never live with them again. Needless. To say i cant wait to go home see my baby my boyfriend and smoke a nice fat bowl with the homies im so done with this vacation
Posted on: Wed, 26 Mar 2014 04:35:43 +0000
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