So Gunnar woke up tonight cryin Im not really for sure why it hard to get out of him whats hurtin but he told me he had to pee an his sore hurt were the right tube was so I put a bandaid an antibiotic on it an he told he his foot hurts so I head him for a bit an he calmed down an went back to sleep. It scares me bc when we left they told us he has fluid in his sack around his heart an it fine now but we have to watch for all these signs to see if it gets worse an they said kids that have this surgery build up fluid it there lungs he doesnt have any now but we can only let him drink so much an we have to watch for signs for that too. An it really bothers me that the pharmacy didnt have the meds he needed Another thing is the night before we went home I noticed hes stomach was hard at the top. For some reason they didnt know this he said it hurts when we touch it they said it was just swollen. I hope there right So please keep prayin for him. An he bc all this cryin is gettin to me bad Im gettin impatient an very easily annoyed Ive been at his side to help him since before the surgery day an night. I know I sound selfish an maybe even like a terrible mom bc of what he is goin through you I didnt feel happy when he didnt want know one to touch him but me or give him his meds on the other hand its sad bc you think to your self how an I gonna calm his down with his laying down or with out hurtin him all you wanna do is hold him an try an make it better but no one understand till you do it your self ugh I could use a break. I love my boys an brooklynn. wouldnt trade them for anything an I would go above an beyond to get them what they need I would go without before they would this momma needs prayer plz
Posted on: Tue, 19 Aug 2014 08:15:17 +0000
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