So... I ended up in the ER all night. The general consensus is I probably shouldnt have gotten the gastric bypass. My body isnt working well. I told the doc I felt better at 497 lbs than I do at 267 lbs. He said I will probably live longer because of the surgery. I asked him what is the point to living longer, if Im sick and cant enjoy it?! He had no answer. I almost got kept because of a not great heart test. I told them me being kept isnt an option. I have a baby and nobody to have my back if Im not here. Luckily, the not good test was actually better than before. Yay. Im having some blood issues. I think they will haunt me forever. Im really over being sick. Id like to enjoy my life now, even if just for a few months. Id really appreciate prayers. Id love some for a full physical, mental, and emotional recovery. Id love some for Chad Bergen. This is just as hard on him as it is on me, if not harder. Id love some for Whitlee. For her to grow and prosper despite the obstacles my poor health is giving her. Id love some for everyone that has helped us recently, especially: Tim, Julie Lutz, Stephanie Lutz, Brent, Phil Waterford, Jeff Rodrigues, Bridgette Caporale Ballard, Josh, Saira Bergen, Ron, Barbara Llamas Mojarro, Erica Ortega. Also, Chad and I got basically no sleep. So, if anyone could stop by and sit with Whitlee for a bit- letting me nap or just rest. If you could maybe take her for a bit. Id appreciate it. Im running on fumes. Chad is running on fumes. I keep thinking we cant go on. Our little family is going to crash and burn. God keeps giving us strength I didnt know we had. I pray that continues. Im serious about asking anyone that can to stop by. Just message me for the address.
Posted on: Wed, 16 Apr 2014 16:08:58 +0000
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