So I had a dream last night that made me quite happy... I was at school the day before we went off to Christmas break I was in band (my first period) and he comes up to me and says Hey I was debating on if this should be a Christmas Present or a Birthday Present. then he looked down at his feet. I honestly didnt know what was going on... So I was like uh what do you mean? he looked up and just asked me out I was completely thrown off. (Cause trust me I really like this guy and I wasnt expecting his to ask me out) Well I just looked at him blankly and started crying. I couldnt help but cry and then I said Really you want to date me? Why? Im nothing spectacular, Im the freak the girl who has everything wrong with her. The one everyone makes fun of. Im the girl who sits at home crying her eyes out screaming for someone but no one hears me. I sit there and think I should be dead. Im the girl with the suicidal thoughts, the scars, the fresh cuts. How can you like me? Im so flawed and unloveable Then he grabbed my sleeve and lifted it up revealing my scars and fresh cuts, I tried to yank my arm away but he wouldnt let go. He looked at me with the saddest and most concerned expression on his face (I can still see it now when Im awake and every time I see him). Then He just said Yes I really like you. I like you a lot actually Ive been wanting to ask you out for a long time now. You are so beautiful, with all of your scars and cuts and flaws. I can help you with your thoughts, I can be that person for you that you were scream for Ill come running. I will wipe away your tears. I care about you so much and I need you to know that. Then I woke up..... It was a really good dream as soon as I woke up I wrote the dream down so I wouldnt forget any part of it... And as soon as I thought of it I got on here and wrote it... So this was my dream.. By thats all it was it was a dream itll never be anything more. ~RefuseToSink~
Posted on: Mon, 02 Dec 2013 22:03:22 +0000
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