So. I have decided to share the miracle God has blessed me with. My testimony. I have been off and on homeless since eighteen and ended up in baltimore county last june. Back in Baltimore county md I was living day by day not making any plans for the future. So when I was visiting with my ex bestfriend in PA and she asked me to stay; I knew it would be hard but it would allow me to be responsible and stop living day by day and make plans for the future. I was homeless in my car. No way to get food or money or gas. I was starving...hadnt ate in 28 hours. And I prayed to God for a miracle. The first time since I went to my old Church that I had asked for Gods help with something that would benefit JUST ME. I have asked for Gods help somewhat recently but it was out of desperation of other people. Like for example when two of my minor friends were in my car and it wouldnt start and some guy fried the battery terminal...and it wouldnt start with a jumpstart even after ten minutes...I had a desperate need to get them home so I prayed. No possible physical way it should have jumpstarted but because I prayed God gave us a miracle. God blessed me with many miracles but i never felt worthy of asking for hell to get my life straight. But i was so desperate i did pray even though i didnt feel worthy; i needed Gods help and since everytime i had asked for God to give me or my friends a miracle He did, I knew he would help me. But I havent asked God for a miracle that would benefit JUST ME in a long time. Later that day after my desperate prayer I met Rob a 63 year old guy who took me in for a week. He was very nice and treated me like a grandaughter. But after that wweek it was back to the car. Ever since I had prayed and asked God for a miracle, when I drove past this one Church called Calvary I felt pulled to it. Well on Sunday the 27th of October I woke up at like 7 am FREEZING. normally I would go back to sleep after turning the car on for a bit and warming up. But I remembered it was Sunday and decided to give Calvary, the Church I felt compelled to go, a try. I talked to a guy in the sound booth and he brought me to a guy named Steve. Steve invited me to go to a small group luncheon after Church and in the meantime got me some donuts to eat (I was once again starving) and that day changed my life. Since then I have been rotating between houses within that small group and I actually feel loved. I have gotten to visit my sister in Massachusetts because one of the families were visiting their family up there. I have since gotten a job (I start the nineteenth) and I feel Gods presence in my life. That is my testimony. Yes I may have lost a person in my life who at once meant the world to me but with Gods touch I can handle it this time. I am FINALLY on the right path and it seems like the wprst of my struggles are over. Oh...and the war is over too. No more living my life trying to please someone else. Now i am just trying to please God and be on the path I was meant to be. So I can finally be happy!
Posted on: Tue, 12 Nov 2013 00:11:02 +0000