So I know I may have issues with myself and my family but I tell the truth with out lies. So over the weekend I think I made the best decision I could cause there is so much going on right now and I needed the help and as a mother you think about your kids and I had to think about this little girl who I love with all my heart and soul and trust me I miss her so much. But it is not fair to her to be with me right now. Yes to others may look like am a shity mom and that is ok I think it all the time but I cant be selfish. I am crying while writing this only cause I know I can fight this depression I hate this feeling it hurts so much I know its only for a little bit but I dont know how I gave up. I know I really didnt give up on her or as a mother she is my gift from God so I am going to have to fight harder and I hope others know what a mental illness is and can do. So if u judge me that is fine but at least I can tell my life with out lying. So thank you so much Melissa lepsch for taking her I know we have are falling out but I can say u helped me with this angle that god and mom gave me.
Posted on: Wed, 30 Jul 2014 02:06:55 +0000
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