So I need to share something with all of you. Who I was and who I - TopicsExpress



          

So I need to share something with all of you. Who I was and who I am now. I really dont even know where to begin. Im not gonna expose anyones faults but mine. Things about me that people like to share and have no clue about but I have nothing to hide. For starters at the age of 11 I was raped by one of my mothers friends sons. I stole from my parents to buy weed. Lied and ran away. Putting my parents thru hell. Looked for attention in guys that I was lacking at home. I was smoking weed and drinking. Flunked outta school. Pregnant at 17. Was not a good child at all. Ended up married to a wonderful man. Divorced him for a man who beat me for 8 years. Left my child and family for him. Broke my childs heart to the point I have no relationship with him to this day. I didnt want him or my parents to see me like that. But still no excuse. In and out of jail in Detroit. Became a crack addict. Bad! Was homeless and did things I had to just to survive. To ashamed to come home. My mom was sick and not knowing where I was for years made her sicker. Finally after reading the bible which id never done I came home. Im human and a lot of people closest to me dont know but I relapsed once since I came home. I got weak and for a month or so i used again. After my mom and dad passed. Realizing how stupid I was I stopped and havent used since. Over a year. I know Ive been a horrible person at times and one thing I know is I was a rotten mom. Theres lots more to this but I dont wanna write a book. But since Ive gotten back from michigan, Ive grown and became a amazing person. I finished school. taking a bus if I had too walking if I had too, doing whatever I had too. I got a killer job and am clean. In a but shell Im a great human being. So for anyone who thinks Im ashamed of myself or of where Ive been Im NOT Im proud of me. And Id be happy to share anything in my past with anyone. Open book. Mwahhh
Posted on: Mon, 22 Sep 2014 18:15:07 +0000

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