So, Im not mad. Im not sad. Ive just had one of dem days. Holly and Tay were under the weather since Sunday and Hollys been giving me all sorts of drama about not feeling good. Dani cant find her homework and hates her clothes and it hurts when I brush her hair. Taylin has therapy from 8:30-9:30. Then we call Medco to check on his prescription but they havent got clearance from Children with Special Health Care Needs and it is part of Medicare so I get to talk to SSI after being on hold for 20 min... only to find that the doctor didnt code it right but they are putting it thru after an insurance agent verifies and calls me back... (4 phone calls and 2 hours later). Then Scottish Rite calls (today is Spina Bifida clinic) and the neurosurgeon wants to run more tests since the endocrinologist, cardiologist and urologist all checked out okay but his blood work is still off. The girls get home and I just want to take a bath for 5 min and Holly decides to bring a chair in to the bathroom and show me how to put together her saxophone and Taylin is sticking his hand down the sax and Danis dog is now in the bathtub with me cause Dani threw her in there and I am just about to scream... well, I do scream and finish washing and get out and declare the next 5 minutes to be drama free when Taylin grabs a quart of beautiful aqua paint off the kitchen table and drops it onto the carpet only to find out that the lid wasnt all the way on and now I smell like bleach and Mr. Clean with Febreeze and there is still a discoloration and I dont even care. Holly asked, Mom, what can I do? I simply said, I need some alone time. I can hear that small quiet voice in my head telling me to be still. In everything give thanks. I suppose I am truly thankful for these messes although today they have me in tears. I am thankful for eyes that see the messes and hands that can clean them up and arms that can embrace those 3 loves of my life... Im thankful for therapists and doctors that can help Taylin. My happy of today? A year ago, Taylin couldnt sit up. Today, Ms. Katie and I were teaching him how to push the petal with his foot on his little tykes 4 wheeler! I am going to hold on to that...
Posted on: Tue, 07 Oct 2014 22:25:12 +0000
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