So Ive been putting this post off for a while now...ugh Im May we found out our baby had no heartbeat, so I had a D&C [those of you who dont know...thats where they scrape and clean out your uterus] so after two months of cramps, bleeding, and general not healing I got an ultrasound. That revealed that tissue from the failed pregnancy was left in there and I had blood clots in my uterus too! So in July, I had another D&C, but was also told that from my scary delivery with Natalee, 3 miscarriages, and 3 D&Cs, I have uterine scar tissue. Lots of it. That means I can get pregnant...but the baby cant attach properly, ever...miscarriage. So since I get knocked up when I wash our laundry together...Im getting my tubes tied tomorrow 8/5. Under anesthesia and all that. Im very very sad to not be able to have a choice of another baby, but I dont need the mental and emotional shit storm of another failed dead pregnancy when I couldve prevented it. The fact I have two gorgeous, smart, sweet, perfect little girls and a wonderful, amazing, awesome Boyfriend John Ward who will do anything for me and always be there for us is whats keeping me sane right now. All positive thoughts and good feelings are very appreciated!
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 00:27:33 +0000
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