So, My wife chose to not be a part of my life. Painful? Yes, EXTREMELY! Im not going to condem her for her choices. I can only come to grips with them and hopefully learn to accept them. To Clarify, I am the one that filed for the divorce. I suppose I was trying to use it as an ultimadum.She didnt want to leave PA and I could no longer afford to support two households. Something had to give. I spent two years begging her to move to Arizona so we could be together as a family. I am fully aware that I have done stupid stuff in the past, I guess filing for divorce was the ultimate. I was hoping that she would see that I was serious about us being in trouble. I let my emotions push me into a dicision that will have a perminant effect on my entire family. If there was a way to go back and fix all the mistakes and take away all the mistrust and pain I would have done it a long time ago. Sadly now there is no recovery from this choice and I have lost the woman of my life. I guess in reality I lost her several years ago. I have removed her and blocked her from Facebook so I wouldnt have the temptation to keep crawling back to her because thats all I can think about. Some people have said I shouldnt air my private life on Facebook but the fact is, I cant hide who I am and what I care about. I cant continue to pretend that everything is OK. Im sure if shee could read this she would be upset that I put it out here. Guess its good that she cant see it. Friends, I know who you are and I appricate your support. Replies are not necessary. I just watched this video and Thought, heres a guy that has taken his situation and turned it into something positive! It took a lot of work and Im sure people tried to stop hime but he knew in his heart he could do it and so he didnt let anything or anyone hold him back. I am envious of his motivation! For those of you that cant stomach my emotional posts PLEASE unfriend me now because it is most likely going to be a LONG time before they stop. Again, dont reply to this just watch the video and reflect. How do YOU cope with setbacks? I will learn to get back up on my wheels and roll on! https://facebook/#!/video.php?v=10152559293686083
Posted on: Mon, 29 Sep 2014 15:24:16 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015