So, after managing to deal with a colossal hangover (which is Karma, I suppose), Id like to issue an apology, for last night. I took down the posts, but still. For one, my parents? Yeah, theyve made mistakes, but so have I, and while I carry with me some resentment from those mistakes, theyre good people, and what counts is that theyre damnded good parents now. Theyre supportive, and try to help as much as they can. In my drunkeness, dealing with all that resentment last night? I painted them in a light a bit unfair. Its not an excuse, but things have been really tense with me lately. Im seeking counciling for it, because theres just so much stuff in my head that I need to work out, and Ive already lost one of the most incredible people I feel I have in my life, or had. Shes still a friend, but its not the same. So before I loose her entirely, or loose anyone else close to me still, Im going to try to see if someone can help me sort this pent up anger, misey, and resentment out. Nonetheless, getting back on topic, Im not really apologizing for getting out what I did last night; that just needed to be let out. However I am apologizing to my parents, and to everyone else for my crass form. As I said, its no excuse, but Im just really wound in a knot lately, and stress is managing to eat at me. I know I shouldnt let it bother me, but it does. Either way, thats all, for now.
Posted on: Fri, 01 Nov 2013 19:08:38 +0000
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