So basically, Ive spent the last month or so crying, not eating, barely sleeping and just feeling down about the end of my relationship with Sara. It ended because her and Alfie were staying at my house and Alfie was up all night wanting to play. I lost my temper and clenched my fist towards sara, I didnt hit her, the thought never crossed my mind, I just lost my temper. Ive been to the doctors to see if they can do anything about it and they said there is nothing wrong with me but they can offer me councilling if I wanted it, so I did. Ive tried my hardest to convince and prove to sara that it was a one off. All of my efforts have clearly been wasted, Ive done everything that she wanted me to do just for her to get with someone else. I miss her and Alfie so very much and now theyre gone. The worst part is that I still love her like the very first day and she doesnt even want to know me. I love Alfie with everything I have and knowing that Ill never see his little face again kills me. I cant bring myself to get rid off our pictures or cards or presents to each other, I dont know what to do. I cant tag sara because shes deleted me.
Posted on: Thu, 30 Oct 2014 09:35:29 +0000
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