So being land locked so to speak, with this last month of being prego, bed rest, contractions, etc. ..Im unable to do the activities I so want to be a part of. Im missing so much it seems. My mind and heart wants what my physical body just cant do right now. Ive missed some school, some out reaches, some church. Im frustrated because I feel like Im not doing enough. I feel guilty for not forcing myself to push past my bodys refusal to cooperate. Ugh. Why cant I just realize Im prego and not just a slacker... enemy, leave my mind alone! Your attempts at negative thinking and isolation and alienation needs to stop right this instant!
Posted on: Sun, 21 Dec 2014 15:21:45 +0000