So, have you been wondering what is wrong with me lately in regard to Xmas? Unless it involves children, why do I seem to care less and less about shopping for and receiving presents? Why does gathering with certain people from the past (only to endure and energetically absorb hours of endless drama and passive aggressive hostilities) in the name of the holidays feel like a draining chore? And when I do make myself engage...why is it that I find my less attractive behavior traits emerging? Am I mirroring? Subliminally responding in replication to the lack of treatment or acknowledgment for obvious mental and emotional disorders in a situation that is only getting worse? Hmmm...something to think about. Why do I gorge and seem to make myself force down foods I would never otherwise eat and ingest thousands and thousands of empty calories (that just make my body and soul feel even more unhealthy and empty)? Is it to try and compensate for the lack of love, good energy and authentic support coming from a few of these individuals, who I clearly no longer vibrate or harmonize with-nor wish to-just so I might help them reach their narcissistic supply? Yeah, I kinda think so. And while elaborate holiday decor is lovely and I really do appreciate the efforts made when they are presented in loving environments that energetically match the presentation-honestly-I find that I dont really require them in order for me to sense the many colors and music I already know are glowing brightly within me. Why is that? Here is your possible answer: Congratulations!!! Perhaps you have graduated to a higher level and awakened to The Living Light of the Universe that transcends all cultures, creeds and kinds...which lives within ALL OF US, but can only be realized when we choose to allow and demonstrate a kind of Love that easily recognizes and seeks to serve true need! After all, in the Christian life...that is what receiving Christ truly means. All the lovely rituals? They were meant to help start us on this journey...using baby steps. Ones we have obviously out grown. Yet, deep down, many of us are coming to realize Christmas cannot be locked down to just a singular moment anymore... To be real, it must become an occurrence that happens everyday of the year! Otherwise it does not feel relevant to the Heart. And thank God for this occurrence! Because....now that people like YOU exist, I know the world NEXT YEAR will end up being a much better place to live! And people like me, who feel similarly to you, will most definitely feel much less alone. > #LoveIsWhatWeAreHereFor #ChristmasShouldHappenEverydayOfTheYear
Posted on: Tue, 16 Dec 2014 17:02:45 +0000
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