So here is a bit of honesty for ya. Im 41 years old. I survived the last 11 years on hate alone. I hardly eat (one meal a day) or sleep (maybe 3 or 4 hours a day). Before you go on a he dont take care of himself tangent let me explain. 11 years ago I went through a divorce. I was $100,00 in debt, homeless, had no car, and a drug addiction. I hated my life and vowed to make life better or die trying. Focused hate was my drive. Hate for myself, hate for my ex-wife, hate for all those who thought they could hold me back, and hate for those who thought they where better. After 5 years all my debit was paid. One morning I woke up and blood was shot across my bed like the Kennedy assassination. The best I could guess, I sneezed in my sleep. Because of a cocaine habit, it had deteriorated the cartilage in my nose making it bleed. That morning I quit cocaine, smoking weed, and acid, never touched it since. To this day hate is what drives me to better myself. I am NEVER satisfied with life and I hated being still and stagnant. I move fast, I think fast, I talk fast, and I want results NOW. Now I am lieutenant to a security company. I work alongside Marion Co . Sheriffs deputies, because I dont quit till I get results. And Im enough of an ass hole to drive others to do the same. You can never tell me hate dont work as a motivator for success. I am NEVER satisfied with where I am, or who I am. I will continue to evolve as a person because I HATE! - Steve J Brinker II
Posted on: Mon, 20 Oct 2014 01:25:35 +0000
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