So, how about that, huh?, I mean the serendipity of my epiphany which is now quite ambiguous!! Whic was the realization i came to, and am noe bringing to fruition,,,, that in order for me to move on , i must learn to let go. This was somewhat in reference to my tinkering around on the Internet with a small but failed business.. as far as my love life, well, The Dixie Chicks Natalie Maines sings it best with Theres your Trouble... I know a Texan, Indianian, Georgian, Floridian, Massachusetts women i wish i had spent the first half of my life withh. You kniw, my ex-wife (lol) she really hurt me when about 2.5 years ago she yold me she wanted out of our relationship becsuse she did NOT want her next 30 years to be like our last 30 years... which hurts i guess, but we were total mismatches... ugh, for so long too... she can and is kinda selfish and not affectionste at all... when i was 20 and came home from our june wedding, she suddenly became a totally different person. She is German i guess, cant out work her, but not compassionate either, or affectiknate,, last time i spoke with het many months ago as she was leaving with her beau she called and her last words were that i would find a gal who would DOTE over me... Her thoughts were always first of herself, second her pocket book, the kids, then me.. but ya know the freaking menopause for 1.5 years was a real relationship ender.. that was awful... we are over forever... done. Finis, kaput, i will move on, i am on match but may have unrealistic expectations and wushes... i sm so much happier though.. got to see my number one son Jeffrey Laurie today, and that made me happy... even if i remain single for rest of my days i am ok with it as i am still happier... Mom always told me a bible verse, that it is better to live in the corners of the rooftops thsn with a brawling woman... i have not kniwn the real love and affection since this cherry bomb i often wonder about left bach at OHS in early 1980,s. You see, as a 16 or 17 year old after my girlfriend and i split, i ended up with sebrina and i was under the terrible mistaken conclusion thst all women were similar and loved the same- huge 30 year mistake.. they are all different, some people (ut-hum) love very deeply while others hsve a shallow love and a live of themselves... i misyook the love of GF#1 to be just like GF#2 and now that i have my nuts out if my exs vice and am returning to my old self ... i can see clearly now the rain is gone?...
Posted on: Sat, 20 Sep 2014 01:48:35 +0000
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