So it is about to hit that hour of Thanksgiving and I am in a mood to write so...here it goes. It is unexplainable how thankful I am this year for all of the things that I did not want to happen and did, for the things that I have neglected to allow myself to see, and for the courage I have found to make myself happy and truly know what it means to say that I am actually happy and not just for a moment but an unveiling happiness that has been an ongoing feeling since last year. I am so so so grateful for my family. Without them I would not know what I would do. NO matter what they are always there for me, even when I pushed them away they held on to me and I have no words that can explain the gratitude that I have that they never once gave up on me. After all of of my silly reasons as to why I have not completed my education they let me go and do what I felt was good for me, supported me, and still loved me unconditionally, I have no idea how they did it but they mean the world to me now that I have finally grown up. I am grateful for the fact that I have a few AMAZING friends. I used to think that having all of the friends in the world made me feel more complete (no I am not talking about being the popular one but anyone who knows me will tell you I love being social), now this past year I have realized and it has been EXTREMELY hard to understand it, but good friends come in handfuls but AMAZING friends stand alone as the others drift away. For these people I am forever grateful. I think that time has shown exactly who will see me through to the end, and any new great friendships that may come my way, I thank the Lord for. I am so grateful for the blessing of my fiance Jeremy, without him, the courage, determination, acceptance and beauty that I see in myself would still probably be locked away in my stubborn heart. But he opened my heart up to something I thought that I could never feel. I praise the Lord for giving me this opportunity to be able to feel love like this, and I am so grateful that this love is for real and nothing can stop what we will be able to do together as a great team through the Lord and with the love that we share. Finally, but I have to admit, FIRSTLY! I am so thankful for Jesus Christ being my savior! Without a connection with Jesus none of this would be fathomable to me! I thank the Lord for believing in me even when I did not believe in myself! I get it now...and I am so amazed by your love! Happy Thanksgiving Friends and Family! Love always, Sarah
Posted on: Thu, 28 Nov 2013 08:18:40 +0000
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