So, just before I got into the thought of closing my eyes, I thought to myself how am I going to get through these hard processes of homework volume, find the sources I need to finance my post graduate degree and regular responsibilities. I have several things I fear and several others that make me feel uncertain. If it were up to my feelings, current circumstances what my eyes see and my heart feels, I would have succumbed in a deep dark whole some time ago. Life is not pretty, nor fair or equal to all of us. Being alone and feeling the loneliness is never easy, seeing how you dream time after time and things seem to go backwards instead of forwards, feeling the desperation as you find yourself up to your neck with issues of all sorts, giving it your best yet seeing resistance in all you set yourself to do. Finding that no matter what you plan in finances, there is always something happening that doesnt allow you to be financially free, to develop and live in a quality of life that you aspire, not the one that was identified by those who are near you to be the one to live, one of conformism, of living paycheck by paycheck, of giving up when things get rough, and just live in discontent but making up appearances to make believe you are just fine. The words this man carries throughout this message have touched me, and have served as an encouragement on this particular moment. I was feeling kinda lost and not to smart today, as I looked for articles to support a research topic. I also found out that for some reason the other loan will not deimburse till next semester, leaving me with a debt that becomes a challenge, I planned it one way, life gave it to me the other, what else can I do. As thoughts inundated my mind before I layed my head head to rest, looking for solutions, strategies and figure out how I will comply with my course work, came this video that my friend posted. It doesnt solve my issues, yet it did let me know I am headed the right direction, and that success is not measured by the times we may feel as as a failure yet by the ones that we surpass our own expectations, doing things we thought we never would, living things we thought we never would and making a difference in our environments and hopefully leaving a legacy that will endure for generations to come. Yes, this video brought tears to my eyes, only because of what has been lived up till this hour, but one day, maybe, I will be the one passing a message that will make someone come to tears, and make them want to give the best of them even in the worst times of their present time. Never underestimate yourself or others, you never know what you may be able to achieve, nor what other may do that will be able to assist you in a given hour. With that being said I go to bed a happy camper. Thanks to Danny for posting this video.
Posted on: Sun, 28 Sep 2014 04:10:37 +0000
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