So many lovely and beautiful golden moments.. but I want to share a personal one that I feel was just for me in a special way that was totally glorious... so I once belonged to a organization.. and my first ritual with them I was so frozen and deer in the headlights and nervous .. and they call directions with the North being Earth.. and I was coming into that group from a different metaphysical tradition which I had been in for 10 years before, that always called North as Air.. so when I was super nervous, I just went on auto pilot and called North as Air, like I am used to doing, and the High Priestess stood up and corrected me in front of everyone and slammed her foot down and showed anger and then in the back room read me the riot act in front of all my peers... and when I tried to express to her that I was actually prepared, I just had a deer in the headlights moment, she refused to accept that and just kept throwing at me that I was obviously unprepared and really tore me to pieces over it. And honestly, I have a very hard time with people who cant allow for human error and of course our relationship went downhill from there.. So when our ritual happened at Summer Spark and North was called as Air unintentionally and everyone just rolled with it and laughed and gave hugs to our ritualist - I was sooooo happy. It was so affirming to me, personally, that I am with the most amazing group of people in fire family. We are a super amazing group of people who just get it and who step up to support each other on each our unique and individual paths. My time with fire family has been the most healing and loving time of my life. I love that I get to be myself with all of you and dont have to wrap it up in some ridiculous facade of perfection. You see the priestess in me when I embody that and you see all my humanness and you love and support me no matter where I am at and I love to do that for all of you. Thank you spirit for the awesomeness of watching someone else call North as Air and getting to watch them be loved for it. I loved it - and was healed from it. Laughter truly is the best medicine.
Posted on: Fri, 04 Jul 2014 00:38:45 +0000
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