So my beautiful girl, your finally 6 tomorrow! ♥♥♥♥ I remember the day I found out I was pregnant with you, it was the scariest & most exciting day of my life. How quick the years have gone. I remember the first time you crawled, the first time you walked, the first time you spoke & I remember the first time I saw your beautiful face. The feeling I had that day is something I cant even explain. The moment I saw you I knew the love I had for you was already incredible. I didn’t realise you could love someone so much until that day. Even though I had my downs when I had you, it didn’t take me long to realise that you were my new life. From then on I did everything I could to protect you & make sure you had everything that every little girl could want or deserve. For 4 years I watched you grow into a gorgeous little girl, the most beautiful & perfect little girl in the whole world. Things went wrong between your daddy and I and that’s when I had to make a choice. Looking back now I should have stepped up and not listened to all the degrading and hurtful things people said about me not being able to handle being a mum. Up until last week it had been over a year since I had seen you. I want you to know that I have tried to contact daddy but that hasn’t worked but I have kept all the texts with Kelly & messages to daddy so one day I can show you that I did try but now I have no way of contacting them. When I saw you with your nanny last week all I could do was shake. I didn’t even know what to say. But then when you came to me and hugged me and kissed me I knew that even though things aren’t right now, they will be soon. I can see you love your daddy, Kelly & sisters, but I could also see your love for lachy & I, and hopefully soon we can sort something out. Lachy always talks about you, and draws pictures of you and him. Sometimes he gets said and talks to nanny about you, but then I tell him to remember you love him always and that you 2 did nothing wrong. I love you my baby girl, and I hope you have an amazing day you deserve everything baby. I promise I will keep on trying to contact daddy. Lachlan said happy birthday
Posted on: Mon, 08 Jul 2013 11:41:45 +0000
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