So my moms boyfriend just died in a car acciedent.... Everything in my life seems to just be falling apart by the second. I cant see my future. Ive never dealt with death before with someone I actually knew. I keep shaking. And I cant stop crying. He was an idiot. A stupid idiot whos stupid face Ill never see again and I wasnt even prepared for this. I have too much going on. With the road to college ahead looking like a tightrope walk, my mom getting surgery, growing up and getting responisibilities, and not being able to even handle my own relationship. I feel like shit. Like an asshole. I feel so alone in this. I dont know what to do. Im so scared. Dont message the page. I need time alone. And I probably wont be here often. Not unless I can get over this in a night. Im in a dark place. With my own conciousness. I think being alone is probably the best bet. I cant drag anyone else into my problems, especially if I cant even control them and my own doubts on everything combined...
Posted on: Tue, 29 Jul 2014 01:20:15 +0000
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