So my summer is in full swing and I decided to take stock. I broke out of my comfort zone this year and decided to actually walk my talk by protesting in the first ever Monsanto march. I was caught up in the momentum of the event and wanted to do more, but I really did pick the more challenging road to go down. You would think with all the events of my life I would not have a naive bone left, but I did... I wanted to spread a little love and light and laughter but also make it real about issues, so I went the way of the clowns. We know how that ended, or keeps dragging on, and I think it is time to make some choices about the next part of this chapter of my life. I feel very passionate about my world, and really want to be part of the change and want to find an organization in which to safely do that. I am bad at knowing how to find that. I need to disassociate myself from anything even remotely close to the group I just encountered, and become part of something that is trying to help change the world for the peaceful life and betterment of the earth and all living within it. I am strong, I am a healer. In order for me to be effective, I need to operate with those of like mind. I am not the rescuer of those who are still in the harming others part of their healing. I just have tools... great tools... and I give them away. I need a place to safely give. I am putting that into the universe. I took stock tonight, I have gained so much through this experience. I have learned that I need to stop seeking someone else to be my own voice, and listened and spoke my own voice and story. I have learned that the strength I felt from doing that, was more healing than a million I love yous... I have learned that I want to teach others how to do that for themselves. I have gained 8 new wonderful friends, that I hope to grow with. I enjoyed the night time strolls through the city going to dance, and I enjoyed the healing circles we seemed to always find ourselves in, and that is what I came for, that is what I bring to the table... that is what I want to find and create. I went to a march in Olympia on the fourth, and I felt soul there. It was a small gathering, each from different walks, I only knew Catherine and Mel and Ben. But I felt connected to all of them. It makes me want to go back, and be a part of that. It also makes me want to create that right where I am at.
Posted on: Wed, 17 Jul 2013 10:13:43 +0000
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