So sad. I dont understand the train of thought that these people have, are they psychopathic individuals? From a first person pov these kind of people I have seen they usually have cultivated a great deal of civilization to the extent that they neednt worry about their manners coming off sloppy since so much experience has refined them to cover up all possible shortcomings. I might eaat alot of food but the warm vigor exerting itself as I mouth them all is worth the condiments sacrificial. For I get hot headed when in the presence of dairy products. Surprisingly this doesnt hurt my feelings. I dont feel emotionally wounded because I find out my life has all been a lie to amke me take a trip to a slaughterhouse. This distorted delusiion has troubled me before. If anything I should only be blaming myself for not being determined enough to achieve my goals bc its not about your condition youre born to but to how strong your vision is. If I could have just kept knocking thes goals down one by one without looking back I may not be in the circumstance Im in right now. If only I harvested a zest to complete as many goals while I was young to get somewhere glorious. I used to know this all star football player that finished every task and after each one he went onto the next never backing down. It was as if he only had one thing in mind: Keep putting balls in play and youll end up going down a lgeend in the worlds eye one day. It became so he had invested so much sentimentality into the game that he could never see a day when he would ave to hang up his outfit for the final time. Because if you just saw the amount o passion he put into the game you wouldnt believe your eyes. Indeed it was so much that you actually believed he couldnt live without putting his heart and soul into the game. Almost as if the fact he played football so much was the only thing that kept him fueled to carry the weight of reality to the finish line. In a way footballbecame like his means of continuing to exist and w/o it he might never have taken so many trophies to national museum across the world, almost like a kind of subsistence if that makes sense, it probably sounds like an awful lot of nonsense...Anyways Im crying tears of joy bc this have so many people that love me and would do anything to make me to glad to be alive!
Posted on: Wed, 24 Sep 2014 23:20:18 +0000
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