So things didnt go my way last night but I learned a lot about myself and this sport. However in the process not only did I let myself down but a whole lot of other peeps down as well. First thing I learned is that you have to train balls To the wall and hard all the time as if you were going to fight Jon Jones....... I didnt...... Truthfully I was training for a cupcake in order to get my first pro win- after Six Cupcakes dropped out I was set up with a 4-0 undefeated beast in Manny Meraz on 3 days notice. However this was not a one sided fight - went into the late 2nd round and I lost. Secondly, I need a legit true manager so things like this dont happen and I dont have to worry about all the small things. Thirdly, I need to commit to a MMA Gym if this is truly what I want to do- I have been so busy with my PT jobs and times conflicting that I didnt make time like I should have- My apologies to James Krasue and Glory MMA - Jason high and LC Davis of ATTHDMMA for not being in your guys gym like I should be. No excuses - I lost....... I was no where I needed to be preparation and training wise and weight wise. I deserve better than this...... You deserve better than this. Im down.....really down but not defeated - this is not how my story ends! However Im going to take a little break til I start writing my book again and figure this whole Pro MMA thing out! I appreciate all the love and support as always, especially from my Be Well Kc Fit family and Golds/ringside Fitness fit family! All of you guys and gals are amazing!Special thanks to Dallas Browning for being my young big brothermentor in this fight game and sometimes life..(sometimes life) love you like no other my dude! And also Lalo Robles for always being there for me as well. And also Sarah Scopo Wnbf Pro for being my little pretty rock by my side!!!!! ..... Im truly blessed- and since I didnt get to fight a cupcake - Im bout to go eat one. #mjallday #illbeback #pow
Posted on: Sun, 02 Nov 2014 13:37:58 +0000