So today I tried posting many times. I had passing thoughts here and there is, non of which added much value. Ive been kind of down and really moody lately. Not something I am used to given my pcos. I could make excuses but I wont. Im going to stay true to me and keep things real. Ive had a tough Autumn. Personally, physically, professionally. I am still doing really well, I just found out I am in the top 2% of all Beachbody coaches :) But I havent been hitting my goals in my business or my physical health. Hence why I started Smart Success. Which truly opens your eyes to where in your life you need to work! I got the flu coming home from MIA in August. We had successfully weaned W for more than three weeks. Then he got the flu and wasnt hydrated. So we had to reintroduce nursing. It kept us out of the childrens hospital but it was painful and its been a roller coaster of hormones. I let things like coffee, not working out everyday, not drinking enough water, etc, get the better of me. I used sickness, nursing, and feeling out of control as an excuse to add sugar back into my life. Ive been a strict organic paleo for years. Indulging occasionally never has put me off track. But I have been off track for about three months. I am up two inches around my waist. No weight gain but I feel my bloat. I was so down on myself today. How could I let this happen. How could I allow these things back into my life. How could I not take care of me! Today, all day, I thought about posting. But I didnt. I caved to my fear. Fear of being honest. Fear of letting you down. Fear of judgement. Fear of success. Fear of failure when I really try. Man does fear sting. I distracted myself all day. But this is on my heart heavy: I am a real person. With plenty of negative things going on in my life. I struggle to stay engaged in this lifestyle fully each day. But this is me, asking my TAG TEAM to help me stay grounded in my daily NONNEGOTIABLES! Eating all my food Unprocessed diet Gallon of water Workout double days Shakeology Challengers Coaches Smart Success Family If anyone wants to join us~ just comment below. These beautiful women are working on creating their best life before the New Year hits! And they help keep me real :) I am grateful for each of you!!! Megan Ewoldsen Lindsey Catarino Emily Arger Jessica Miller Katie Kidwell Jennifer Lund Berniger Jennifer Stephens Jennifer Mirabile Amber Torline Ochalek Amy Brech Lindsey Kowalik Jaimi Lindblad SchislerDee Ivory Elizabeth Rector Barry Maggie McWhirter Moberly Jenny Avina Lyris Castillo Kaycee René Thanks for listening. Thanks for journeying with me :)
Posted on: Fri, 21 Nov 2014 23:53:01 +0000
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