So, today is an interesting day for me. Today marks one whole month Ive been free from self-harm. May not seem like much, but to me it is huge. I am not sharing this to generate pity, nor do I need hate for this. I have given myself enough of both of these things to last me the rest of my life. I am sharing this information because its been something heavy on my heart and mind for the last 5 months. I am hoping that by releasing this secret, I will also release some of the negative emotions I feel. I just think that its not fair for me to keep something like this a big secret from those I care about, I have felt like such a liar for the last half year of my life. Keeping all my emotions and feelings bottled up is what put me in this awful predicament in the first place. I am not proud of what Ive done and I would never wish such intense emotional pain on anyone. I know this is just the beginning and I have the rest of my life to go, but I am trying. Whereas before, I didnt care at all. Lastly, I am sharing my struggles because you never know who is suffering. You never know who needs to hear that they are not alone. Be kind to everyone and be kind to yourself.
Posted on: Fri, 04 Apr 2014 05:40:38 +0000
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