So today, the 21st of November makes it right at seven on the head...in ways it seems like its been longer than that,nd n some ways like a very recent event to take place in my life. One which forever altered my in too many ways to list. Ive been through and done a lot since then, some good some bad nd in between. Im not one to post my business on Facebook but theres a select few people who should see this. 7 years ago today I lost my mommy to ovarian cancer. I saw somethin my little brother posted and I been feelin up n down and aint said too much since then. In my opinion, it doesnt get any easier and the pain doesnt go away. It doesnt hurt ne less now than in 2007. It doesnt get any easier to deal with either, u just learn to I guess...my little brothers nd sister seem to live nd deal with it all just as good as anyone else would. But me, the oldest of my mommy nd dads kids, the one youd expect to be alright probably has and is still having the hardest time coming to terms nd living with everything. This aint my time of the year and for seven years it hasnt been. Thanksgiving itself is absolutely the roughest day of the year for me and hasnt been celebrated or halfway acknowledged by me for seven strong. This year Im gonna do thanksgiving tho, Im even gonna cook wit my little sister, who along wit my baby niece and new nephew who was also born on my birthday, are my reason to do it this year and be a big brother nd uncle to my fam. Just because this is a bad time for us, it doesnt have to b for them babies and if I have the ability, which I do, theyll at least grow up remembering thanksgiving Time bein a happy time of the year. I cant let my anger, pain and bitterness ruin a holiday for a child.......that is all I guess
Posted on: Fri, 21 Nov 2014 07:31:27 +0000
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