So tomorrow afternoon at 2PM, my case worker Bills going to pick me up at the hotel and take me to Dads place to get some of my stuff. I wish I could say I was happy about being anywhere near there but the last couple nights dreams would indicate otherwise. Been a nervous wreck and a bit more bitey than usual. And the past day or so Ive been a lot more tired and drained in energy, and today I slept all afternoon (with not great dreams) because I was just exhausted. Im still exhausted. I know its a normal reaction to everything and having to deal with Mom on top of it... ...and I know it will go away eventually. I just need to get away from my family, they are more toxic than Mexico was. If I dont, I know I will completely transform into my Dad -- and I already have identified a few aspects of his apathic nature in me from over the years, just in the past couple weeks. Por favor, Senor, ayudame tener mas pacencia conmigo. Gracias.
Posted on: Sat, 17 Jan 2015 03:17:20 +0000
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