So wanna have a sleep day, but my brain is so fascinated and over stimulated. Im so enjoying. So relate to it... how Ive become rewild-ed and Im grateful. Best thing that ever happened to me; is gonna sound crazy, was domesticated, things and people eliminated, controlled, caged, isolated, dominated, slaved, deprivated, right down to starved (test of will, punishment, pressure to leave, yet responsibility? who knows, dont care now) and then homeless, tossed to the curb... from a horrible feeling of why?, to rage and sorrow repetitively, then to wake up and wow, free and really be... trust me that took time and a work in progress... erase the brainwashing, restore and rebuild. Rewild, if thats what they call it, is the greatest thing, and wouldnt appreciate it so much if my life had it not evolved the way it did, cuz i had to grow (everyones different, I needed it harsh cuz Im so, its ok to everything... i needed it beyond its ok, to stand up and be strong... its not ok and no Im done, go away) and I know better not to fall into that ever again. Thats why i can parallel it to system, my micro to get the macro. Now, I know that Im the ruler of me, and who Im with gets that and Touche... or Im solo, guess its alway a good sharing solo. Give your all, yet independent and semi detached, with same freedoms, shared communication, win-win, expressed feelings and cooperative ways of living and similarities, with interesting differences of being... or walk away, branch off. I dont fight, I voice a thought and continue on... no need to fight, no one to fight with game over, cant cooperate cease to thrive, game over and know better, dont back down, dont fold... that easy. Its fast and least painful, best for involved and quick regroup... no time and resouce wasted. So leave the bullies to beat themselves up and focus on your own thing... soon theyll disappear. Goal- growth, happiness and harmony. Everyones different, but that works for me. I learned to keep it real simple, so if all disappears its no great loss to me, Im used to nothing and appreciate everything... sure Id miss the Internet to read, music and connect, otherwise Id love playing life in the forest, with a garden, fishing rod and learn to bow and arrow. Then again I prefer time over money, but if Im gonna give up time for money, Ill bust my ass and expect well payment in return. Love to hunt and gather on my own spot... some day soon... for now I enjoy the gifts received and creating the gifts given.
Posted on: Wed, 12 Nov 2014 15:34:44 +0000
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