So what can I share with you? Last night was the viewing, the first time Ive seen my son since his death. And it was horrible and emotionally devastating for so many more reasons than I can express. Its difficult to see the child I gave birth to laying there, looking more like a mannequin from The Gap than the young man I loved. Today my son will be cremated. His father will stay with his body from the start to the finish, because as a father he wants to be there every second to stand with his son, so that Mack is not alone. I admire his strength, am overwhelmed by his love. I have personally reached the point where the emotion has drained me, and am taking the next two days to prepare for Macks final goodbye this Saturday. So many of you have sent me love and support. I cant thank you enough for that. Youve been a lifeline to me through all of this, shared my darkest hours. But from now until next week I wont be engaging much. And thats necessary not only for my psychological health, but for the health of my immediate and extended family as we prepare for our final goodbyes with son. Thank you for your continued support and the outpouring of love youve provided to us. Kathleen and family.
Posted on: Thu, 08 Jan 2015 15:27:03 +0000
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