So yesterday, you guessed it, we were at clinic. Its like my - TopicsExpress



          

So yesterday, you guessed it, we were at clinic. Its like my rapper name I think; Melissa K.O.P. I am going to write a song about it- Rolling down the turnpike, mini van cruising, wont be losing time cause I got my EZ Pass, cause I got class. Checking my gtube with some kinda attitude. Nurses are so fly, Colin is their guy. Yes, obviously I spend too much time going back and forth. So yesterday, why were we there? Of course, because of that bleep, bleep, bleepity, bleep gtube. So now, it has granulated tissue coming out of it. I wont describe it and will spare you the grossness. The word cauterize came up. Ya know, burn the skin with a heated implement or tool. That was it. I hit the wall. Done, tired of this cancer business. I throw up the white flag. I think the nurses thought just maybe I was finally going loco and cracking. You know, where you kind of laugh hysterically, tears coming from your eyes and the other person wants to laugh with you but is unsure if it is safe or you have gone off the deep end? But ok, Monday we are going back to clinic with the hope of his good ole tube being taken out. Then, today, I get a call and learned before the gtube can come out, the GT nurse has declared we need to come in and indeed have it cauterized. WTH???Colin, being every stalwart and polite responded to this by saying uh and I am going to be awake for this?? Good lord, you sure are sweetie, fun stuff! He gets a very introspective look on his face and with the utmost calmness, states, ok this is the worst thing that has ever happened to me. Me, not being sure, said What, the gtube? He said, no mom, getting cancer. WHAT?????? WHAT????? He finally reached that conclusion just now? Sigh, took a while didnt it. Gotta love him. I have no business complaining but phooey. I deserve a rant. February 10th he had his first headache. 7 months later, every day is still just as hard as the first day. Granted, some days are harder and some days less hard but they are all hard. But I guess if he can calmly go get his granulated tissue cauterized, I can certainly suck up my bad mood. End of rant.
Posted on: Thu, 11 Sep 2014 21:39:50 +0000

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