So you know when you have one of those Profound moments in your life that everything starts to make sense.. that is tonight.. Well as I am puttering around it comes to me that I for the first time in a Very Long time I have a Home that is my Own.. I dont have to share it or have roommates anymore. I came to a realization as I am wetting up my bathroom that I stopped living 19 years ago Dec 10th when my Grandmother passed away.. I used to live life to its Limits and beyond, went everywhere any time I felt like it. That stopped that day and I didnt even see it to the degree that it happened.. I Faked Life after that.. searched for Love from those who could never give it to me.. went through a relationship that totally shut me down. I stopped caring and just put myself into do for everyone else.. It is Amazing how you can just walk away from Living and not even know that you have done it.. I know that with all this that I have realized tonight is where life changes again.. I Know that everything I have ever wanted and dreamed of is right here waiting for me.. and it starts with my having a Home of my Own again.. what an Amazing feeling to feel you are Home.. I am so GRATEFUL to a few people that have helped me along the way .. I will be Personally thanking these people... Life is so totally Amazing
Posted on: Mon, 24 Nov 2014 01:29:03 +0000
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