Some ask, Tera when did you know you wanted to write? The honest answer to that is, I never truly knew. Sure I had thought about it. I even tried to sit down and just write. Needless to say nothing came to me. You see I suppressed all emotions when I was a kid. I learned from a very young age to be the perfect little girl. Never the one to get into any trouble of any kind. Yep, I led a boring and very unfulfilling life, but I had to keep smiling as it was just expected of me. No matter how many times I was hurt, I just couldnt let it show. If I was upset and felt pain of any kind, I would use my words to express verbally. My sister, poor girl would tell me that my words would deeply affect her. She would cry and I would feel nothing, as I walked by. I became quite numb on the inside and pushed everyone who loved me away. Sometimes life can bring unexpected things and those events can keep us sheltered so deep inside. Obviously I have daddy issues, Im not going to hide that fact, but you know what, I dont care. I actually had three daddys, lucky me... Not really, but OK. One knows how I feel as I just dont hold back no matter how bad the pain is. We are working on a friendship and thats just how I want to play. The other, I do yep its that little three letter word but you wont find me saying it out loud or too often. It is the most used word ever, and I just dont care to hear it. Ahh the one man who no one hears about. The one who started it all, maybe so, no one will ever know. The secret that opened the door to feel once more. The book, the book is all I hear about and yes, one day I will finish it, but that day isnt today. I will never revel how I wish to write it. Will it be about my life, my love or my hate? There just is no telling and if you must know, you will have to wait. ~ Tera Davis The Writer And The Girl
Posted on: Sun, 20 Jul 2014 21:55:45 +0000
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