Some nights it just does not pay to try to gets some sleep. I think I worked too hard and was exhausted and then after wrestling with the bed covers for an hour- here I am....up and took more meds.......some nights they just do not help! my bones are hurting so bad too, old age is not for the faint hearted- but I am a toughie and I will fight my way thru until God calls me home- just think Our new body will not need sleep- and will never be hurting or cold- we will never ask one another well, how are u today....we will know EVERYONE will be perfect!! We will see those who died on the bed of affliction here, were unable to move- they will be able to run all over Gods new Heaven- sounds like so much fun...the main thing......I just want to see the face of Jesus- see the love in His eyes...the One who died for me.....and just say Thank You Lord... for everything u done for me--You loved me when I never even loved myself...and just to see My mom again- (not in pain, or struggling to breathe- or so thin and old) why Ill bet we will hug each other for maybe and hundred years- I want to see Billy Joe and hug him and say, honey, because I saw the love of God in your heart so strong, thru all the mistakes, it still made me want to keep up the good fight and make it all the way home... Ive got so many friends and loved ones waiting for me, sometimes, it would just be easier to go on.....but even tho, I feel that strong tug to the other world- my time is not yet---but, when they tell u that I have died and u come and see me in the funeral home, just remember I will be more alive then than I ever was..... and I can sing The Anchor Holds thruout all eternity. Praise the precious name of Jesus!! hope my friends and loved ones here just makes it Home too....
Posted on: Fri, 07 Mar 2014 06:35:26 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015