Some of the things I say about people, while arent entirely a lie, but twisted and bent into making them seem like what i do for them was a burden, is a wrong thing for me to do.I am sick with dealing with these negative things being fed to me about Audrie. And while I did do things for her she was NEVER a burden and she did things for me in return. Thats what friendship is, you know? But when something happens and things fall apart the only words you can manage to defend yourself and make a broken friendship hurt less, is to take ALL those great memories and good things you did for each other (without thinking twice about doing them for each other) and turn them into huge deeds of great justice. Belittling them and making them into a bigger deal then what they were. I am childish, I am an asshole, and I have said things that can not be unsaid. Earlier when I said I was being the bigger person I was not meant to be an insult to Audrie. It was not meant to sound like she is the smaller person. It was meant that I MYSELF have become bigger than what I am to come up with the courage for hurting her and her reputation. I overcame my pride and my grudges to say I am sorry for the things I said when I said them. That being said for people (whom i dont even know) messaging me telling me that Audrie talks a lot of shit behind my back, I dont know if they are true or if you are fueling the issues between us. That status was for you. Because every couple weeks when you message me and put more stress on top of what is going on in my life, I take it out here, on facebook. and on someone I should confront myself personally.
Posted on: Tue, 20 Jan 2015 22:14:00 +0000
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