Some people dont understand. I see people who are angry: how dare someone take their life or why not get help? Well, Ill tell u something. You can be on meds gillore, go to therapy, get psychiatric help of all kinds. It doesnt take away the deep deep pain!!!! It is always there. Nagging at the back of your mind. You keep trying to shove it back so it does not show or come to life. But, sometimes it does and you have days of terrible darkness no one can ever understand. Ending your life is your only way out, the only way to end the horrible pain. Family will never understand this and it seems selfish. Like why didnt you say something or reach out. Well, why didnt you notice I havent been out or showering for days. Not getting out of bed for the last 3 days or didnt want to talk. Or just kinda slightly off for a week. Sometimes you barely see a change because people dont want to hear that someone is sad or depressed. Keep your eyes open people you never know. Your best friend could be hiding a secret. Called depression!!!
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 23:24:55 +0000