Somethings I need people to understand, it will really help as you try to figure out what to say to me... 1) we didnt have a fertility issue. For the first time in my life I tried to get pregnant and conceived after two months of trying. I carried my daughter for over 40 weeks of a healthy pregnancy, well over 9 months, she was fully developed. 2) I had a vaginal birth, meaning I labored for 15 hours and pushed #KennedyGrey out. 3) I was not satisfied with the quality of care I received. 4) I am not belittling anyone with circumstances different from mine just stating facts according to my situation. Now with that being said understand I cant wait to birth Kennedys siblings but that will not change or ease the trauma of THIS situation. Im not worried about our future children and Im aware her siblings will add a new layer of healing but this is not about having other children. Being blindsided and loosing your child unexpectedly hurts. Our future children are Gods blessing to us, our miracles but not the answer to the hurt we are dealing with in THIS situation. Yes I cant wait to engage in all the motherhood actives I missed out on now and I am beyond joy thinking about it but Kennedy was her own person, her own character, we watched her grow via 3d sonograms and interacted with her through my belly. Moving on just isnt that simple
Posted on: Fri, 11 Jul 2014 09:07:46 +0000