Sometimes I am guilty of getting wrapped up in other things and forgetting those who are closest to me. I just expect them to understand what I am thinking and feeling and sometimes I keep things to myself more than I should. I think part of it is that I am older and that is how we were taught things were done back in the day. Old school. Good in most cases but lacking in some areas for world I live in today. I am not used to displaying affection publicly which causes some problems for Heidi and I as she wishes I would be more vocal and reactive in that area so I want to apologize to her for not making my feelings more well known for her. I do love you Heidi. You have changed my life. I miss you horribly when you are away. I get sullen and angry about things and difficult to be around. Im thick skinned and jagged sometimes. How I am after being scrutinized and judged most of my life. But I am sorry I make you feel unappreciated or unloved at times. A part of being that Lone Wolf most of my life as much as I hate being alone. I hope this will help you understand how much you really mean to me although at times circumstances seem to captivate me more than they maybe should. I doubt I am the only one who notices when you are not around. So for you Heidi I will share this song with you and the rest of the world listening in hopes that its words will express my love to you and to let you know that I am not ashamed to tell the world....... I love you.
Posted on: Thu, 25 Sep 2014 06:40:28 +0000
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