Sometimes I find it very difficult to fully trust people.. I always attempt to give people the benefit of the doubt.. I always try and be compassionate.. My grandmother raised me if you see a wounded animal on the road take care of it. Also on the flip side she would also say be careful of wounded animals because they are prone to bite. Yesterday I suffered the biggest act of betrayal I have ever experienced. Not only was I bitten I was blindsided in such a reprehensible way I was left in shock and had to seek the advice of my father and a former girlfriend I dated for many for many years and knows me better then most ever will. This helped me put everything into perspective. Part of me wants to call the person out publicly but sometimes its better to not because the person who did this to me I believe lives in hell far worse then any form of public humiliation or retaliation has to offer. Its a really a bad feeling to come to the realization that you were used and exploited financially and emotionally. What makes matters worse this happened during the most difficult time of my life. Between losing my grandmother and this act of betrayal I am beyond distraught and upset that somebody close to me has the ability without warning to attempt to hurt my life and livelihood with malicious and slanderous lies.. Having to go through the humiliation of proving these attacks were purely done in spite has left me extremely sad and disappointed. Change is a good thing. Live life on your terms not anyone elses.
Posted on: Tue, 11 Nov 2014 16:24:07 +0000
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